How Does Prayer Fuel Hope? Archives

This month our Facets of Faith team has the great pleasure to share with you the thoughts of one of our sisters in Christ, Dawn Stewart. She writes and speaks from a place of authenticity so lacking today. Her vulnerability shows others how to be real, open, and vulnerable so Jesus can be the soothing balm of our souls. Sit back, settle in, and prepare to let God use one of His precious daughters to shine light in the darkness of our hearts when we need them fueled with hope. (Haven’t we all been there before?) *smile *

I have a really bad habit when it comes to caring for my vehicle. I don’t do a great job paying attention to my fuel gauge. Over the years, I have put myself in some very stressful situations because of this bad habit. Like those crazy, hurried mornings when I have gotten the kids in the car just in time to make it to school only to realize I don’t know if I have enough gas to get them there.

I end up driving with my eyes constantly returning to the gas gauge, stomach in knots, and my thoughts beating me up for not being more responsible. The guilt that my kids might be late because of my lack of intentionality eats at me. I can’t even enjoy my time with them in the car because I am so hyper-focused on the guilt I’m feeling. It’s stressful. It’s emotionally and mentally chaotic. And, it’s absolutely unnecessary. I have everything I need at my disposal to ensure I don’t end up in this situation. I have the money for gas. I have gas stations at nearly every corner. I know how to put gas in my car. I don’t even mind putting gas in my car. I just don’t pay attention to the very thing that tells me when I need to take action.

My spiritual journey can get a lot like this as well. I absolutely have a spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical gas tank. And when I start to run out of gas in any one of those areas, life gets really stressful, emotionally and mentally chaotic, and I end up spending a great deal of my energy focusing on the problems in my life instead of the good that is all around me. Guilt runs rampant in my heart and consumes my time and energy. It is just like the car ride, but on a much broader scale. If I am not aware that my tanks are getting empty, and don’t take the necessary action to fill up, I end up feeling and behaving in ways that are unhealthy for me, for my family, and for those around me.

Each tank requires its own unique fuel and reveals its emptiness in its own way. My physical gas tank begins to get empty when I am not caring for my physical being with proper fuel – food, exercise, and healthy amounts of sleep and rest. I become tired and weary, hyper-sensitive, and not very fun to be around.

My emotional tank becomes empty when I am not properly fueling my emotional being with times of fun mixed in with the responsibility of life. I become too serious, easily irritated, frustrated, emotionally clingy and difficult to be around.

My mental tank becomes low when I am not fueling myself with healthy thoughts, positive self-talk, and encouragement. I catch myself having negative thoughts towards myself and others, and those thoughts quickly manifest themselves in negative attitudes and behaviors.

Of all the tanks I need to be paying attention to, my spiritual tank is by far the most important. For 35 years of my life, I paid no attention to this area of my life. It was dry as a bone. I was so consumed with trying on my own strength to keep the other areas of my life fueled and so wrecked with stress because I could never seem to keep up with my own physical, emotional, and mental needs. Eventually I just gave up and over time became extremely unhealthy in every area of life. I felt hopeless. I became desperate for change, desperate for help – and it turns out that what I really needed was to begin filling the spiritual tank within me. I had no idea it was even there.

My first real prayer was one of total desperation. I couldn’t keep up with life anymore and recognized a need for God’s intervention. And so I asked Him for help. I could almost feel the water pour into the dry areas of my soul. It was like rain falling in an area that has been wrecked with drought. The more I sought the Lord’s intervention, the more I could feel my soul come to life. I didn’t even know I was so parched with thirst! Prayer was the fuel that brought hope into my life again!

I had such little understanding of prayer, but I knew that something in my life was changing. Over time, I discovered that prayer is the lifeblood of my spiritual journey. It is so much more than just words coming out of my mouth to a distant God. True prayer is the very means of communication with an ever-present, living God! It is a relationship building, soul drenching, heart healing interaction with the very One who created me! I don’t need to have specific words to form the right prayer, to sound holy enough, or to make sure every need is delivered correctly to Him. He doesn’t want my performance. He wants my heart.

Prayer is a way that I hand my heart to the Lord. It is a way that I come before God and spend time with Him. It’s a way to both talk to and hear from the Father. And it fuels my hope daily. Prayer is the fuel for my spiritual tank. And it is at my disposal 24-7. I don’t need to go to church to pray. I don’t need to go anywhere. I can talk to the Father right where I am, wherever I am. And as I do that, He fuels my life with hope. And from that hope – that confident expectation that God is and will always be present and working in my life – I am able to effectively fuel every other tank I have. In fact, I would go as far as to say that my emotional, mental, and physical tanks are filled with the overflow that comes from my spiritual tank. I make right choices for my physical self, my emotional self, and my mental self when I am in right relationship with the Father. When my heart and mind are focused on His Kingdom first (see Matthew 6) the rest of my life comes into proper order. It’s amazing to me.

I wish I did everything perfectly, but alas – I do not. There are still some days that I don’t fuel my spiritual tank, and I feel the dryness start to creep back in. I feel the irritation start to form in my mind again, and I watch my attitudes and behaviors become less than fun to be around. I am grateful God always makes a way for me to see the gauge on my spiritual tank is getting empty and provides me with time and opportunity to fill it.

Recently, I started noticing my attitude toward my husband and our marriage slowly becoming more and more negative. I was having a difficult time seeing him as the man God was forming and was paying attention (almost compulsively) to his character flaws. The joy in my heart was starting to wane and bitterness was creeping in.

At first, as is typical, I started thinking the problem was in our marriage and that my husband was becoming less and less interested in connecting with me and our marriage. The more I focused on thoughts like this, the more anxious and worried I began to become. At one point things were starting to feel so bleak inside I found myself wondering if my husband even liked me anymore.

One morning, I was discussing this with a friend and we decided to turn to the Lord in prayer. What ended up happening was that God started showing me I had stopped praying for my husband and our marriage. And the reason that was impacting me so negatively was I had begun to place my hope in my husband instead of in my God.

As wonderful of a man as my husband is, he was never designed to be the source of my hope. He is many things, but my hope is to be in the Lord! I am so grateful to have connected with God’s Word in community with a Sister in Christ. As a result of that time, I was able to confess and repent of my error in focus. God put me back on the right train of thinking. Nothing else had changed. Now my thought life around my husband and our marriage is once again fueled with gratitude, love, appreciation, hope, and excitement for the future. My husband was never lacking in desire for me; I had started lacking in my desire for the Lord. And He allowed me to feel the discomfort of my spiritual tank becoming empty, and provided me an opportunity to get it filled back up!

I see now how my entire life really is fueled by the One who created me in the first place. My most important job is to connect to Him daily. To sit with Him, give Him my heart, and spend time in His presence. When I do that with consistency, I can rest assured that the other areas of my life will be cared for as well.

And, who knows, I might even get better at watching the fuel gauge on my car!

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Hi, everyone! I wish you the very best (a little late) as we Americans remember the historic significance of July. I’m thankful to live in this amazing country with the blessings it affords. If not for brave souls who made sacrifices—even risking their lives and fortunes—this would be a different nation. I’m grateful our founding fathers were smart and determined. Their choices and wisdom made all the difference. With all her faults, I hope God would still bless America with his presence.

But I digress. On to the real reason I’m here…

We’re talking about something dear to my heart: prayer. There are precious fruits of the labor in prayer; we chose to think about hope. My soul often leans into prayer. I was planted in a family who prays. I am beautifully connected to a sort of second family who prays in my church. And I hope my sons are the next generation of men who pray prayers that echo like thunder. Prayer is powerful and effective for the needy soul. (I’m that soul on any given day.) Are prayer and hope inextricably linked?

What is prayer anyway?
Prayer is comprised of words. But, it’s not yammering on or making small talk. Often the words aren’t warm, fuzzy feelings, and they aren’t some kind of “light” or “positivity” we send out into the universe. The words are a two-way exchange incorporating listening, and so they become a conversation. Prayer’s focus—and the most important part—is who the conversation is with.

Words and The Living Word
The Bible tells us what prayer is and to whom we pray. Prayerful words are designed to create intimate communication with God—all of God, the Trinity. Prayer puts us in direct communication with the God of the universe, our Heavenly Father; through Jesus, the Son; by the power of the Spirit. And that sounds a little heavy in the theology department, but it’s important to think in those terms sometimes.

But when you pray, go into your private room, shut your door, and pray to your Father who is in secret. Matthew 6:6a CSB

I’m thankful our Father hears what is prayed privately, or even silently (6:6b).

Therefore since we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens—Jesus the Son of God—let us hold fast to the confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but One who has been tested in every way as we are, yet without sin. Therefore let us approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us at the proper time. Hebrews 10:14-16

In what other way can we approach the throne of God (from the physical world) but through prayer?

In the same way the Spirit also joins to help in our weakness, because we do not know what to pray for as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with unspoken groanings. Romans 8:26

Plain and simple. Sometimes there are no words. Sometimes we don’t know how to pray. When we’re at a loss for words or we fear our wants and needs might be muddled, we count on the Holy Spirit to speak into that moment. He is willing to step in, and if we let him, Spirit will pray in our stead.

Why Pray?

He said to them, “Whenever you pray, say: Father, Your name be honored as holy. Your kingdom come. Luke 11:2

Let’s never forget who we are praying to, first. We’re asking God to break through in our world in the ways only he can. He is holy, set apart. Today that looks like a whole other reality; someday we’ll walk into his presence and see his face. Nothing in this world happens without his knowledge, but we can have meaningful, intimate conversations with our almighty Father in heaven from this realm.

But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, Matthew 5:44

…bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. Luke 6:28

The hardest prayers to pray can be for those who have hurt us, friends, or family members. Those are tough prayers, but this is a command.

Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. James 5:13a

We’re familiar with these prayers. When we have compassion for the sick, weak, or hurt, we pray. That’s actually a directive. We learn to pray in the big and little stuff. (The latter can be harder to remember.)

Therefore, pray to the Lord of the harvest to send out workers into His harvest.” Matthew 9:38

Let’s not forget to ask the Lord to equip his people to speak well, be able to give answers, and to share the hope! (See 1 Peter 3:15-16.)

…praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, Ephesians 6:18 ESV

We pray. At all times. All kinds of prayers. Persevering in prayer for all of God’s people, including ourselves.

But, where’s the hope?
I need to know where the jet fuel in prayer is for the hope I need, and you may too.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. According to His great mercy, He has given us a new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, 1 Peter 1:3

Our good and merciful Father has given grace through Jesus. We don’t deserve it and can’t earn it. Our “living hope” is salvation through Jesus. We were saved from sin into a beautiful relationship with the Father. All because of Jesus. This life will end. What comes next hangs from nails in a cross. It’s a free gift—but a choice we make nonetheless. Since it’s an “already but not yet” kind of thing, we employ hope. We are children of God now, but we’ll walk heaven’s streets later. This is fuel for the hope fire, isn’t it?

I rise before dawn and cry out for help; I put my hope in Your word. Psalm 119:147

…casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7

Because God is good (see his goodness in grace above) and he cares for us, our concerns are his concerns. When we are distressed or depressed, it matters to our Father. He has given us his Word (the Bible), the Living Word (Jesus), and his Spirit because he loves us that much! We have all we need in our terrible trouble. Every. Single. Moment. More hope. He cares about the little things and the big things.

If we don’t have strength or words or wisdom…

We have Jesus and the finished work on the cross.

We have the precious words from God on the pages of the Bible.

We have the Spirit who will pray with and for us.

God strengthens us through the pages of scripture, none of which make sense without Jesus or the Spirit. He hears our words, which are often inspired or amplified by the Spirit. But the only way to the Father is Jesus. The gift of the Spirit is through Jesus. Jesus is our hope. We pray to stay in close relationship with the One who loves us, cares about our lives, and acts on our behalf.

Nothing is possible without Jesus. (Talk about hopeless!) If we pray…if there is any hope to be fueled at all…it’s because of Jesus.

Thanks for reading, friends. Do you find prayer fuels your hope? I would LOVE to hear your thoughts on that. Share a time when prayer solidified hope for you. Comment below or stop over at the Facebook Page.

Love you all!

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